It is a known fact that the healing powers of a person affected by diabetes is impaired to a great extent. So is my mind I guess... It has gone diabetic and it does not heal itself quickly enough! To exacerbate things, there are more hurtful jabs... Am I just expecting too much? Am I trying to read to much? Or is it just natural to be angry? Angry because being perfect is looked at differently, angry because you have to give your 100% and more, angry because people take you for granted and you can't do the same to them, angry because people find it easy to put a blame on you, angry about people being irresponsible, angry because people never meet their promises when you cannot go against a casual word, angry because people only care about what they want, angry because people want you only when they need help, angry about people with prejudice, angry with people who look at you contemptuously, angry because of the loads of other untold things...?
Is the neck, once broken, broken forever? Time will tell...
I should not be using the blog to vent out something that the reader has no clue about! I apologize to all my readers for this blog! It is a diabetic mind after all and it needs insulin.
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4 comments:
Totally understandable :). Anger is natural, also warranted to a certain extent if its with someone you care. As long as the other person doesnt think to himself " Why the hell should I answer him? " .If he did then you are wasting your precious time being angry. :)
Forgot to add that this is just my view on it. Lest you get angry..hehe ;-)
Well diabetic mind has some challenges and that is totally acceptable. But in situations as briefed by you one has to behave like a trained diabetic mind.A trained diabetic is physically and mentally prepared. That is how you should be when you see and talk to people who are ersatz in nature. I call them ersatz because they expect others to behave in ways that they naturally cannot behave. So anger on these people according to me is just another vestigial process.
hey hey...first time here...pretty impressive...the way you vented i mean..:)
u know sometimes expecting less helps a lot...thats wat i do...i never expect anything from anyone...even if they are my closest friends....try that...u will find ur insulin :)
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